Delivering The Delighted…
A couple years ago, I suffered a sudden onset of anxiety. Never had I experienced anything like it before, and it affected every part of my daily routine. Out of nowhere, and for no apparent reason, my heart raced incessantly, and I struggled with insomnia. Every night my husband massaged my hands and my back in hopes that I would fall asleep. Between sleepless nights and busy days, I was utterly exhausted. I finally decided to see a doctor. I also decided to diligently seek the Lord in prayer. So, I got serious about starting each day with bible reading and prayer. One morning I read Psalm 18. I was struck by verse 19 which reads, “He brought me forth also into a large place; he delivered me, because he delighted in me.” I recall thinking, “Lord you deliver those that you delight in?” “Is there something about me that you do not delight in?”
This thought took me to my knees. I asked God to reveal anything about me that was displeasing to Him. He brought to my memory grudges that I held, people I had not forgiven, and ugly things I said. So, I cried out to God. I called out names of people that I held grudges against and asked the Holy Spirit to help me release the grudge and forgive. I forgave many people that day on my knees, and I repented for all my foolish behavior, thoughts, and ways. As I repented, I could physically feel the weight of sin lifting off me.
When I finally got up, I thanked God for His love and then started my usual conversation with Him. This day, I shared with Him my intent to buy lavender candles and chamomile tea to help me sleep. Well, while at the store later that afternoon, I purchased all my groceries but I forgot to get the candles and tea. When I realized I’d forgotten them, just as I was about to return to the store to get them, I heard the Spirit of the Lord say, “You don’t need them. I’ve healed you.” Since that day, I have not had any more issues with anxiety.
Friends, there is healing in the Word of God. I encourage you to spend time with God by reading and meditating on His word and praying. God speaks to us through His word (Hebrews 10:7). My healing was wrapped in Psalm 18. He spoke that morning through His word. God knows every struggle and He will help us if we make time for Him. The ball is in our court. He wants to hear from us and waits patiently for us to seek Him. I encourage you to seek Him and expect Him to help you. He said that He would (Psalm 46:1). He has never failed me and because God is not respecter of person, what He did for me, He can do for you.
For God’s Glory,
Tahnee
